Jenn aka my sista-friend+soulmate+pseudo-manager+everything encouraged me to keep up with my tumblr posts EVEN IF no one reads it…
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In this industry, it’s nerve-wracking meeting people especially when it gets to “so what do you do?”…
I have the hardest time picking out which “hat” I’m gonna wear that day, depending on who I’m talking to and/or networking with… and ALL my insecurities that go along with each title:
* Oh I’m a singer/musician (…but I can’t really play any instruments and am not the best at writing songs)
* I’m a hairstylist (…but it’s something to fall back on if my other passions fail - namely singing/dancing… but I do enjoy it. Especially color. )
* I’m a professional dancer/dance teacher/fitness instructor (…but… I don’t have the best body)
* I’m a _________. (insecurities, insecurities)
And whichever title I say, automatically I’m labeled as _________.
It frustrates me.
But now’s the time to choose. Finally. And be confident in that decision.
I am a musician. A musician that can also dance, do hair, direct films/music videos, social marketing, non-profit activism, etc… and be flippin’ GREAT at it.
This is Wikipedia’s excerpt of what a musician is:
A musician is an artist who plays a musical instrument. It may or may not be the person’s profession. Musicians can be classified by their roles in performing music and writing music.
Also….
- A person who makes music a profession.
- Anyone, professional or not, who is skilled in making music or performing music creatively.
- One who composes, conducts, or performs music, especially instrumental music.
I always hesitated to say “musician” because people usually follow up w/ “oh what do you play?” to which my response is “my voice” or “I’m a singer…” to which their response is (with a lot less interest) “…Oh. …That’s great!”
It’s almost as if people automatically write you off as the gadillion people trying to make it in LA as singers, actors, dancers, entertainers, etc.
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But you know what, NO MORE.
I have a damn good voice…
It’s not THE BEST but it’s LEGIT and a helluva LOT better than a LOT of voices out there…
I know it WILL be a hard route and life (J’duh. Already living it.)
SO with that I’m gonna pursue it 110% until I’ve TRULY given it MY ALL.
Because I’m not gonna live my life with any sort of regret wondering “what if?”.
Ok rant done.
✌ + ♥
Bye.